Alive?

Are you alive yet? It seems like a majority of believers are attracted to Christ only because they think he will solve all problems. Did you know we were called to a life of misery? So why in the world do we constantly find ourselves in this position of, why would you do this to me? Grow up. Look at Ezekiel, his life sucked (from a human perspective), but he lived for Christ and him alone, so when we look at our own lives, is it that bad? I am finding myself more and more impatient, why? Because of all the questions. We constantly try putting a face to God, yet by doing that aren't we creating an idol, we can't just worship Him? We are a sad piece of flesh. We all deserve hell, the fact is that Jesus saved us, yet we need to take advantage of this fact and expect him to solve my money issue, my addictions, the fact that my girlfriend/boyfriend broke up with me. Don't be so naive, grow up. I am so pumped about going to Hillsong, not only to worship him, but to learn.